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Dissociation

by Abysmal Chaos

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Andy
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Andy Having played Contemplations far too often than is healthy, I find this to be the perfect replacement. While we get treated to the desperate delivery style that is Abysmal Chaos, and we have those lovely long intros too, there is also a good helping of the low key elements that we experienced on Contemplations. I just love the calm before the storm - no band does it better surely ! Favorite track: Winds Wept (A Song for Gina).
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kerkerseele amazing // one of the best albums i’ve ever experienced // 10/10 Favorite track: Nothing Heals - Nothing Changes.
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No one will ever understand The sorrow I feel trapped inside Feelings so dark they never seem to end A constant fall through the tunnels of sadness The light has dimmed alone I stand with the shadows Exploring all the hidden parts of my soul Years spent in silence prove to unveil The comfort of existing beyond this world Walking a forested path away from you all Being as one with the trees, meadows, and streams Consumed by a mountain of fog and covered in frost My senses grow numb from the cold and I feel alive This is a place of my dreams the place I will die Away from you all, alone, and finally at peace
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Wandering through a mystical forest Guided by the blackened moonlight Led to a cavernous chamber Where I prepare my soul Spirits take hold of me, greet me as one of your own Show me reality, beyond this realm of illusion Detach me, from this impure form Dissolve cosmic order The black sun, Thagirion Bestow your pure divinity Grant me the burning ascension Cleanse my soul with flames Shatter my former existence Transform me through the pain Stranded, I walk alone, in the abyss, of my mind Tested, by a spiritual force, a beast that dwells within the depths Formless, this distant world, the sense of self has been erased Boundless, this primal realm, I ascend into Nothingness
3.
Looking back life was torment Memories bleak and cold So much time spent in isolation With contempt for human life With the razor I find relief Hallucinations shifting my perception On the altar I find my peace A silent world beyond this cosmic dream Life is meaningless Drinking to get through each day Altered states of consciousness Dissolve this false reality Voices whisper my name Projecting a portal through twilight Detaching the physical connection I travel the gateway of seven Particles gather around me Transmitting a voiceless echo A silence - Loud and True Blinding yet void of light
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Left alone, with my thoughts Sinking into depression Cutting myself, just to feel A sense of being alive Getting closer to the end Using the razor for comfort Lost in the tangles of life Exhausted from human emotion Feeling I can't go on Another day in this life Nothing will ever improve And relief is only temporary I cut again, this time deeper Still nothing changes Longing for the end An escape with no return I wish to live no more Confused and buried in sadness Winds wept through forests As my life slipped away
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Life, eternal suffering Every day the same Desperate acts of violence My only escape from this painful world This cycle will never disown me These wounds will never fully heal Harming myself in anguish The only glimpse of what is real Constant thoughts of how to end my life Tree limbs ask me to embrace them Planting my feet into fertile soil Becoming one with the forest A hollow tree will become my home My legs form into roots Watching this land for centuries to come End the contemplation I open my eyes, rope around the branch Wishing the vision was real I leap, but fall, the branch has broken Why won't this end, why can't I leave this place

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released March 30, 2016

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