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Self​-​Inflicted

from Despondent by Abysmal Chaos

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Tearing at the veins
Maybe this time I'll die
Cold sweat drips down my face
Slowly, my heart rate decreases
Sharp-pain courses through me
Blood no longer congeals
I enter a state of confusion
How much of this is real

Empty, feelings, inside me
Nothing, could ever, protect me
Darkness, inside me, inflict me
Sadness, control me, destroy me

When will I no longer live
Inflicted wounds upon my wrist
Hollowed I have become
Losing all forms of control

Breathing increasing
panic condensing
Nerve-ends convulsing
pupils dilating
Emotions are ending
memories are fading
The moment of longing
is finally commencing

Pointless - this life I've lived
Waiting for Death's hand to take me
Abusing a substance that changed me
Submitting to liquor and drugs
Hating all who surround me
Wishing to end it all
Planning this day in solitude
This day my life is no more

Empty, feelings, inside me
Nothing, could ever, protect me
Darkness, inside me, inflict me
Sadness, control me, destroy me

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from Despondent, released February 28, 2016

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