lyrics
I used to dream
Now my thoughts have ceased
I used to feel
Now there's nothing left
Where did I go wrong
What led me to this
When will it let go
Of the grasp it holds on me
I used to talk
Now I'm withdrawn
I used to care
Now it's all so meaningless
Once I had a life
In it I could find joy
Slowly, color faded away
I wake up but everyday the same
Searching for a path out of darkness, a way to balance life
Longing to feel other than useless, and wishing I would die
Knowing human life serves no purpose, why face another day
Giving in to thoughts of destruction, I can't escape the pain
Cutting to feel something, to feel free, free from the hatred towards humanity
I hate you all, I hate you all, you shall witness the plans I have made
You'll be screaming, and you'll be begging, but I will not spare your life
Without compassion, I shall become, a force of chaos, bringer of your death
Finding peace among the silence, extinguish human life
No more pointless conversations, no more wasted time
Cast beyond the depths of creation, my purpose now fulfilled
End this worthless human condition, in death I now dwell
Tired of never knowing, of always wanting, experiences outside my mind
Outside this hell, outside these walls, I have become a prisoner within,
I'm trapped inside, so trapped inside, my one escape is the drug I am
So lost inside, without direction, I wander deep with black abyss
Once I had a life
In it I could find joy
Slowly, color faded away
I wake up but everyday the same
I used to dream
Now my thoughts have ceased
I used to feel
Now there's nothing left
credits
from
Eugene,
released April 20, 2018
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